today i imagined myself driving to the liquor store and breaking my sobriety because my feelings were so overwhelming.. then i looked at my “i am sober” app and saw its my 3.5 years of sobriety. every day is still a battle and i’ll probably struggle with this the rest of my life. i know in the end its worth it to not cave for temporary relief. nothing is worth going back to how i used to live. im proud of myself but fk its hard sometimes. #sober #fyp | im 3.5 years sober from alcohol today.. | TikTok KNOWS | Country: CA