Image Gallery: Sometimes I have to reflect on all I have to be content with myself, cause genuienly I find little joy in my life. I love Gavin, I love Julianna, I love Annibelle, I love Isabelle, I love mom, I love dad, I love Lexi, I love Ari, I love Sydney, I love Annie, I love Kayla, I love Alisha, I love Sam, I love everyone but myself and realizing that is the hardest thing. I genuinely find my life so uneventful, so boring, so hard to enjoy that im up at 3 am writing this long rant no one will read. I feel so alone and isolated in the state of life I am in because nothing is bad enough to lose it over but bad enough to be sad over. I would rather my life go horrible than wake up everyday confused if its going to be good or bad. I feel so lonely surrounded by people I love and I cant talk to anyone about it. I am posting this to reflect on my happy moments, my lover, and my friends. I am just lost.
