i try to focus on the support and positivity that most of you have shown and im forever grateful, but i genuinely get really overwhelmed at times | i’ve made thousands, i don’t worry about overspending or surviving anymore, and i can move out on my own before the year ends, but at what cost? dehumanization, the feeling i get inside my chest before opening any social media, people stalking me irl, dehumanization, being constantly picked apart, oversexualized no matter what i post, panic attacks, dehumanization