I don't know who needs to hear this. but you are most certainly worthy of love and affection. don't let anyone who doesn't deserve you or your being as a whole define your self worth. You are amazing. You are enough. You are a star. You deserve the entire world. And I'm so sorry that people keep letting you down. I'm so proud of you and how far you've come. you've got this little superstar. just keep pushing. The good times are coming.