so much has changed so quickly, but it's all been for the better and I can't complain. I feel healthier, more confident. and not just fleeting confidence but confidence that stays even when I look my "worst" I'm coming up on a year clean and it's the craziest thing to comprehend. I never thought I would be able to do 2 months clean let alone a YEAR. im so happy and proud of myself, there's been a lot of negatively around me and tests trying to pull me back but I haven't given in and to that I'm grateful to whoever or whatever is helping me. I'm not necessarily religious but there is definitely something pushing me towards the right direction and helping me see the light in small things. most of all I'm grateful for my friends, the people that have been there for me even when I split on them or refused help, those are the people that helped me see how selfish I was being and helped me figure out I needed to get better not just for myself but for the people I love. thank you | shine by gorkem | Country: US