Time to become a one armed builder… I seriously have learned how to do everything alone and be happy with it that way because its so hard for me to trust and rely on people for things that need to be taken care of surrounding my life. I have learned that being hopeful is very different from being optomisitic. Hope and you will be let down and hurt, be optomistic and receive surprises come into your life that you can learn from. Im working on not letting myself form a reality based around hope, rather one based on what will come will come so i wont be hurt or let down again. Its time to heal and be me and only rely on me, keep things to myself and learn to be happy alone. | Realizing there’s different brushes for different paints | Midnight