I thought you were my guy that broke the too good to be true saying. all of what we went thru just for u to block me while I was asleep on christmas.with no warning or signs. I even said we'll talk tmrw and you agreed and said yeah we will. guess you're just a liar and a coward huh. after all your talk about trust and communication. you left even when u said you never would. that you'd be the guy to break the cycle of people leaving me. even said i look innocent and you couldn't believe how anything or anyone could hurt me on a picture I posted. yet funny that you turned into one of the people who hurt me. u did what u said you wouldnt and would never do. you're a fake and sucks but I still wish u the best. just hoping you won't do this to another girl. she does not deserve this and neither did I. I was safe with you and u made me so happy and you know that. you started all this, said you liked me first yet you did all this for what. like tbh I'm still curious what was your reasoning for starting an us and for blocking me. one day I'll be over this and I won't miss you anymore and I'm waiting for that day. for now I'm missing you but prioritizing myself bc I deserve better. and holy hell I can't get u out of my head. I'm seeing your face and smile and dimples everywhere. remembering the conversations we had. everything reminds me of you and you won't just go away. Ik u aren't missing me n i think that's worse. get out of my head. they always say nice guys finish last. maybe bc the nice guys I'm going for turn out to be dicks in the end so now I go for toxic people bc they can't surprise me with their red flags and dickhead moves when I already know them. a part of me is saying go to hell cuz you hurt the hell out of me and another part is saying you're a good guy who did a bad thing. you knew I've been stuck in my head and you've been the one to ease my thoughts. well congrats now you're in my head and causing these thoughts. I hope you got what u wanted cuz u made a fool out of me but actually you lost someone you cared about and would've done anything for u. I just lost a coward, a**hole, piece of crap and a liar. I lost nothing but a fake. have a happy life.