i skipped school today because i am so insecure with myself. I genuinely hate getting up every single morning, not because of school, but because of who i am. I think this day ive felt the worst this whole year but nothing is different today. My face is the same. My body is the same. My room is the same. No bad events have happened and there is no change. My grades are even the same. I dont know why i feel this way when i have no reason too. Yea my past and trauma sucks but i feel like ive healed pretty well with it. I want to feel normal. Like i hate looking in the mirror and the reflection being me. I dont even want to die or be someone else I just dont want to feel like this anymore