yes he is very still much alive but the fact he was never there for me and always busy or in drúgs when i needed him and the fact he went to jail so many times bc of druûgs or stuff he did on them throughout my childhood it hurts and now that he's better I just can't really forgive him I tried but I just can't and I feel terrible but.. | "why are you so set on not doing hard drûgs?" | what's the nicest way to say | it took away my dad | my buddy.. | Country: US