in tears #fyp #foryou #foryoupage #trending #viral #viralvideo #fypシ #music ##sza##travisscott##drewbarrymore##ctrl##sos##szatour##randbmusic##summerwalker##jheneaiko##kehlani##partynextdoor##frankocean##tylerthecreator##rihanna | Me trying to explain that Drew Barrymore was Sza’s vent about the toxic relationship she was trapped in, where her lover was horrible to her. Sza talks about how worthless this lover made her feel hence the line, “I get so lonely I forget what I’m worth”. Sza is completely aware that the relationship she is in is destroying her self esteem and ripping her apart emotionally. She acknowledges the damage inflicted upon her with the line, “I’m so ashamed of myself I need therapy”. | Sza is ashamed that she allowed herself to continue to be hurt over and over again. As well as she is ashamed that she cannot see herself without this lover. She has formed a trauma bond with this lover in which she feels lonely when she is not with them, even though they are incredibly toxic. Drew Barrymore depicts the traumatic trap that toxic relationships truly are. | Country: US