this shits tough man. #fyp #addiction #recoverytok | Sometimes it’s not the chaos or a bad day that tiggers us.. | Sometimes it’s the calm, the contentment. | I’ve gotten so used to just surviving and making it through the days.. | I have found every excuse to deny myself happiness feeling like I didn’t deserve it. | As if staying sober and being a responsible adult is all I get in this life now. | Even though I can recognize these things , I’m still learning how to cope through them.