Image Gallery: blood doesnt mean anything anymore to me. #foryou #foryoupage #fypシ | my dad was my first heartbreak. probably someone i wont speak to for the rest of my life. a man who chose his girlfriends over me when i was just a kid. a man who was present but absent my whole childhood. a man who tried to manipulate me and lie like it was normal. a man who has called me a c*nt and a b*tch. a man who gave me an example of who i would never date or marry. a man who made me feel like the parent. a man who would never do right by me.