This is the scariest thing that’s ever happened to me.. I’m so scared. This came out of absolutely no where and I’m terrified of it happening again. I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy. I can’t help but think I was selfish enough to try to take my life about 3 years ago and here I am today fighting to keep my king okay. I feel guilty for taking help because I attempted to leave earth already. I feel so guilty and I l don’t know why. I want to go home. I want to go home. I want to go home. Please take care of yourself. If somethings wrong, go seek help. | Country: US